Can't get him off my mind...

So, the guy in Texas, we'll call him J-squared, has been heavy on my mind. I mean, the chemistry is so great I just feel like it can't be real. Like he's just playing with my head, or that he has some hidden agenda with me. I try to just let go and play it out, but I won't allow myself to. I mean, he's never given me a reason to believe that he has something up his sleeve, but I still feel like that. What's a girl to do...