What is up with me???

• I went to see J. Cole in concert, I love him even more!!!
• My honey and I have been looking at houses...not that we are buying anytime soon (not before a ring comes into play)
• I have no motivation, what-so-ever, to workout, eat right, blog, work...
• I am gaining even more weight :-( (see bullet above)
• I just finished reading The Darkest Child - I wonder about the authors life, did she witness people growing up like this?  Did she grow up like this?  She wrote one book, great book, about a rather disturbing woman...
• I need to learn how to appreciate the journey...My only focus is the destination...In most things
• Fussing comes naturally to me, and I don't like it...Changing it is harder than I ever thought imaginable...But I am changing it...
• I am in a funk...